Your best choice now is to keep moving, keep learning, keep making the effort, and keep improving. You have no control over what has happened to you. Keep moving, because the way to control your direction is to have some direction, and the more assertively you move, the more control you have.
Welcome the achievements with humility, welcome the setbacks with confidence, and keep moving. Build new value with what does work, and accumulate valuable experience from what doesn’t work .The more you do something, the better you do it. If you seek to do it well, then do it often. It can be immensely frustrating when you’re not as skilled as you’d like to be. Make use of that frustration by channeling its energy into determination, and with that determination, practice.
Don’t use failure as an excuse to give up. Just when you think you're ready to give up, please don't. Think of how far you've come, the pain and joy you've been through. You've given it all you think you've got. Give more. Just that little extra bit could take you further than you ever imagined. Don’t be ashamed that your dream is too big or too small or too quirky or too difficult to explain. Just get busy with that authentic dream, and find great delight and fulfillment in making it happen. It was important enough for you to start, so go ahead and get it finished. Give your perspective a positive boost with some effective, productive effort. Follow through on your intentions and commitments, and get it done.
Take care and all the best!
Happy trading