hello Beyondsenses
i am telling this from the bottom of my heart my good sir. after analyzing your comments which were made during the last couple of months it is evident that you are showing symptoms of a condition called grandiose narcissism. i clearly feel that these symptoms have intensified in the wake of your crushing defeat in this poll against samjay1974. please seek medical advice immediately. drop everything you are doing, just seek professional help. i will keep monitoring you and will alert you if necessary.
here’s a list of professionals;
https://www.therapyroute.com/therapists/sri-lanka/1
may triple gem bless you sir.